FRIENDS ONLY [Friday, January 1st, 2010] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | Punk Rock Song (Pennywise) ] I'm tired of people abusing me via MY journal, i'm sick of the spam, i'm sick of randoms reading this and assuming stuff about me. If you wish to be a friend add me, comment and I shall add you back. Thank you. Oh and I haven't yet made all of my entries friends only, as I have to do it one by one and I have a shitload of entries. But I will finish in the next few days. Edit: All entries except this one and the one below are now friends only. Oh and posting chunks of my jounal on a messageboard? real cool you dumb fuck. I really don't mind people reading this, it's the abuse and spam I can live without. But posting some of it without my permission? inexcuseable. So here's a big Fuck you to that twat. [Reply] 26 [Love Me] [Can't Forget Me] [Change Me]

NEW JOURNAL [Sunday, January 8th, 2006] [ mood | busy ] [ music | Fall Out Boy ] ladyxbec ladyxbec ladyxbec its getting too confusing this being the ONLY place i'm not LadyxBec. and today for like the millionth time I accidently said i was on here anyways, which didnt matter cos i've had the account for a while and just not used it, but im gonna start now. So add it loves <3   [Reply] 2 [Love Me] [Can't Forget Me] [Change Me]

Christmas/New Years and all that jazz [Monday, January 2nd, 2006] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Sugarbabes [ugly] ] So I ment to do a christmas update FOREVER ago, but I wanted to post pics of my sexy presents, but I [still] haven't gotten ar0ound to getting new batteries for my camera, so I gave up. Anyways, christmas was pretty good, I got some jewlery, bath stuff, loads of fabric paint, a decent knife and cutting board, some freezer paper, bonding paper and A NEW MP3 PLAYER of my brother <3333 its so cute. Cos my old one is all screwed up, like there's something wrong with the headphone jack so it only plays out of one speaker or headphone, which is SO ANNOYING so pete got my a new one. It doesnt hold nearly as much as my old player [only 1 GB instead of 30 :p] but my old one was so empty it was embarrasing anyways. Like i have about 2500-3000 songs, and that damn thing held like 10000. so yeah. new one holds about 10-15 CDs depending, which is alright, I just put my fave CDs and songs on it, which actually saves me the effort of skipping shizz I dont like so yeah. tis awsome. I've also been making shirts with my new stuff, I did a witch hunter robbin [some aname thingy] shirt for my sister, and a fall out boy one for me. her;s turnedout perfectly, mine did not. I managed to like melt my shirt a bit while ironing it so now its all fucked up and has paper stuck to it. and a hole from where i was using a razor to try and scrape it of lmao. Hopefully the paper will come out with washing, and Im just gonna sew some buttons [like actual buttons, not like badge buttons]to it or something to hide the hole. so yeah. For New years I went into newy to see the fireworks with danielle, cos everyone else ditched me for their boyfreinds and stuff. anyways, we watched the early ones then wandered around for a while. we were gonna go into one of the clubs, but you had to pay for like EVERYWHERE and im like "fuck that" so we went back to the alcohol free zone [despite the waterbottle full of bercadi in my bag, i just told the cops it was water and they believed me lmao] and listened to the band there. but they were playing crap some so we left, but then i heard then start playing in the middle, so we went back [i mean it was a JIMMY EAT WORLD song, who can resist that?] and then they played a few more good songs, so I did the good old bec-style-mosh-dance-jump thing, and it was joyous. so then they playedmore crap songs, and we went to the 24 hour maccas. and that would be where we were are 12 lmao. so we were gonna go somewhere closer to home, but pippies was like dead, and there was no one down at the lake and the metro was closed, so I got home at like 2 am, posted a drunken myspace bulletin, the contects of which I dont remember, woke my parents up and stumbled into bed. lol. ohhh and today I booked my flights for BDO, im going down on friday night, getting there are like 10, so me and kat are gonna hit the clubs straight after, then saturday we're gonna check out the markets and shops, sunday is big day out and on monday night im flying back home, should be good im REALLY looking foreward to it :D I hope everyone had a lovely new years Kisses <3 [Reply] 4 [Love Me] [Can't Forget Me] [Change Me]

MCR/The Hot Lies yo [Monday, December 19th, 2005] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | Kisschasy [One Mistake[] ] So, just so this is all clear. YES I have pictures, and YES I have videos. I am, however not posting untagged pics on the net for the world to see, thus my lovely writing on them. and Im not posting my videos online at all. I smuggled in my camera, nearly breaking it and damn if im just gonna let people use my shit left right and centre. so here's the deal, if i know and love you and you ask nicely,you might get a copy of the videos, and untagged pics. anyways, on to the shit people actually care about.... ( would you marry me, burry me, carry me, TO THE END? ) so, just because i'm nice and will allow people to egt right to the goodies [but you better not actually skip it :p] ( and nooooow...... PICS ) so yeah, yesterday me, naomi, danielle and geoff went and had lunch at the indian place in town, and then just walked around for a while. we spent like an hour in david jones lmao. and naomi said i'd done well with the hair [not just the colour, sarah cut a sidefring into it for me on sat. night] and the losing wieght and all. It was cool <333 ohhh AND I saw a boy in a hot lies shirt. and felt hardcore cos i've met them :p Kisses <33333 PS I saw MCR on [V] whn I was babysitting on saturday night for the first time ever. I also saw the merry christmas the war is over's [the one with bert] clip. and I was like ohhh first time i've seen seen any MCR OR the used clips on TV. wootness. <3 *EDIT*  right oh. pics working. finally. Just ignore the random shit written all over them lmao. I got bored with typing LadyxBec@hotmail.com. [Reply] 7 [Love Me] [Can't Forget Me] [Change Me]

GREEN DAY/ JIMMY EAT WORLD/ MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE [Saturday, December 17th, 2005] [ mood | hyper ] [ music | Green day [longview] ] WAS THE GRATES.FUCKING.DAY.OF.MY.LIFE. seriosuly, it was... it was just.... wow... I mean seeing green day would ahve been enough. my mcr and jew too? annnd meeting my girls? whoah it was all too much. sooo click the link yo (  and we protest still.... cos we dont wanna be fucking AMERICAN IDIOTS ) annnnd thats about all kids. I've probably forgotten stuff, but that happens. ohh and I got a pick of a kid on the train on the way home yesterday, he got a set list, like 4 pics and tre's drmsticks. I think he musta known someone..... but whatever, it was totally sweet of him to give it to me <3. I'll post a pic of it tomorrow when my batteries aren't so bad KISSES!!!!! PS look out for an MCR update [WITH PICS] tomorrow too, cos i dont have time to type out all the now too. [Reply] 4 [Love Me] [Can't Forget Me] [Change Me]

LyKe OmG cAn It Be TrUe???? [Wednesday, October 26th, 2005] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | Fall Out Boy ] ..... the Bec is no longer a blonde???? Indeed it can. Click the cut for piiics ( We're only liears, but we're the best....Besides we've got such good fashion sense ) So yeah. thats about all, im working on the weekend at the Albury show. which sucks, cos I wont be bale to do anything else, INCLUDING go on the net. but, hey tis money I need. Oh AND I FINALLY got united paper people today. took them fucking long enough to ship it, and when it bloody arrives the case is fucked. FRAGILE people, fragile. blah. Its totally worth it though, i've only listened to it once, and I already adore it <33333 Kisses [Reply] 4 [Love Me] [Can't Forget Me] [Change Me]

MAGIC DIRT...... and various other crap/including pics. [Saturday, October 22nd, 2005] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | Kisschasy [One Mistake] ] omg magic dirt was so fucking awsome on thursday night. Like I wasnt that big a fan of them [I only know like 3 songs] but the blew me away. and now I want all their CDs. they sounded SO MUCH better live [not that they're crap on CD or anything, just mucho better live] so yeah. that was pretty damn cool. Expect for the parts where stacey spilt half her beer on me. and this annoying tall guy kept almost falling on me and stepping on my feet. the twat. so yeah/ stacey hooked up with the first support act. and missed magic dirt. but still go to meet them [the fucker] adeli...i have no fuckign clue hpw to spell it. but you know, front girl. Is SO TINY in person, she's so pretty and little, like a little doll. she was way into it though, and so nice, she had this big but where she was all "tank you so much for supporting aussie music, and us, we;d be nothing without you" she just seemed so genuine.so in short - it was fucking awsome. and made even more awsome by the fact that we went to the globe after, and it was retro night lmao. so we stayed there till like 3am doing the retro thing. which was suprisingly fun. Plus, with that and the dancing I did on wednesay night when we went out I figure that's my weeks worth of exersise, yo. And then last night a bunch of us had dinner at sams. which is always fun, like whoah and now( because im awsome like that ) Kisses <333333333333333333333333333333333 [Reply] 4 [Love Me] [Can't Forget Me] [Change Me]

why are people such FUCKERS? and why am i so stupid.... [Monday, October 17th, 2005] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | none.... ] gah im SO ANGRY right now. Plus I can't see straight and i'm all dizzy and tired and I want food [and no im fuckin NOT on drugs bitch] I need to drink and go out less. I KNOW I only went out twice this week, but both times I felt like SHIT the next day, cos I cannot sleep right now, and Im still feeling like crap now. and I have an essay to do for this afternoon. I just feel so.... blah rigt now. about EVERYTHING. I dont fucking have any clue what im doing or where im gong, and everyone seems to think theyn can run my life better then I can [which could be true actually] kat and katee want me to stay here next year. My parents and freidn back home want me to trnasfer there. I DONT HAVE A FUCKING CLUE WHAT I WANT. I wish I was a little kid again, cos then I wouldnt have to deal with this. I always thought life would be so easy, and up till now it hasn't been too bad.l But right now everything feels so fuvked up and I dont know why. It could be worse - im not failing any of my classes, I have money in the bank and friends that Im love, and who love me back. But I just feel like there's somwething missing. I guess what I mean is [as stupuid and pathetic as this sounds] I want a boy too. I just want someone who makes me feel like I AM good enough. someone I can tell anything and who just.... gets it. Im so jealous of all my freinds, and I feel terrible about it. and whats even worse is sam saying how on saturday night it looked like I was flirting with Hutchi hardcore. So now im wondering is secretly deep inside I do have feeligns for him? but I mean I dont thats stupid. I like drinking with him, he's fun and he likes good music and I feel SAFE. Cos I know that he'll protect me from gross guys hitting on me, and I know that he knows that we're friends. Juts friends, so he's never get the wrong Idea or antyhing. But god fucking damn why would she SAY that? she knows its CRAP. I just feel like everythings gone to shit and I cant fucking fix it. And drinking? yeah it helps. For all of a few hours. Then I wake up the next day, gorge on junk food and feel even worse. Im sorry im whoring out everyones freinds pages with this shit im sorry its so boring and lame and pathetic im sorry IM boreing and lame and apthetic im sorry I desperatly like a guy I can NEVER have [emo hair boy <3] im sorry I never have the answers anymore im sorry I can't be what everyone wants me to be im sorry I feel so lost and alone all the time im sorry im poor and can't afford to buy all the CDs/like all the good bands you do im sorry I dont have cool hair and awsome makeup im FUCKING SORRY that im not really fucking sorry, im apathetic cos I JUST DONT FUCKING CARE ANYMORE. [Reply] 6 [Love Me] [Can't Forget Me] [Change Me]

pub crawling is L.O.V.E [Saturday, October 15th, 2005] [ mood | busy ] [ music | Fall Out Boy [nobody puts baby in the corner] ] yo people so yeah... pub crawl. Twas a great night. Sam got over to my place hell late, and that was SHIT. But we eventually made it to the hanger, and from then on it was SWEET. I drank... I have no idea how much, or what I drank. but it was good. and I was trashed. and I got hit on by some guy and I didnt notice. classy, no? but he had shitshouse taste in music. I mean when a girl waring black nailpolish, shitloads of eyeliner and an emily mini asks you wat your fave band is, I think its fairly clear that she expects you to HAVE ONE. and not take like 5 mins to answer and eventually say thw whitlams [who are quite good, just not the answer I was looking for] I mean COME ON. Its just that music is such a MASSIVE part of my life, of who I am that I could never see myself with someone who doesnt share that. I mean what would we talk about/do? it just wouldn't work you know? I gotta find me a nice emo boy... anyways, it turnd out that pretty hair boy [the one with quin-like hair] has a girlfriend. which I kinda thought he did, so yeah. Its not like i'd ever hit on him or vice-versa anyways though, so I dont suppose it matters one way or another. Oh and I DO know his real name, I just prefer to call him pretty hair boy lamo. other prety hair boy [the one with dark hair] no longer has a girlfriend, cos they broke up like a week ago. Pity I cant take advantage of that fact. and lastly, in news about guys with pretty hair, threre was a guy at liquid in an afi shirt [the black and red sing the sorrow one] and I was like *mmmmmmmm afi......* and then I was like "clinton liked afi. that stupid head" *angry* why are guys so fucking irrational? anyways, there were some other hott guys around, which was cool. Ohhh AND I have a new thing fro stencilery. cos stencils are cool like whoah. Im gonna work up some designs, and hopefully give it a shot during the holidays Kisses [Reply] 2 [Love Me] [Can't Forget Me] [Change Me]

NEW LAYOUT [Monday, October 10th, 2005] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Kisschasy ] I was gonna colourise it, but the girl never got back to me Anyways, I dont know what the fuck is going on with my icon, but apart from that I love it. Like I love Kisschasy, like whoah. In other news, some tool set the fire alarm off on Friday night, so we all had to go stand outside in the cold and rain till the fire dudes cam to turn it off. and the some REALLY drunk guys from another unit decided it'd be fun to run around naked. In OUR unit. Ah the joys of living on campus. [Reply] 2 [Love Me] [Can't Forget Me] [Change Me]

ToC [Saturday, October 1st, 2005] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | Placebo [greatest hits bonus disk, YEY!] ] so.... someone has a ticket for sydney ToC on sale, for the syd show. and I have like 400 bcuks comming my way thanks to working my ASS od all holidays but I'll be at uni when its happening. I could come home for it? and leave again like that night.... oh god I want it SO BAD. and I can AFFORD it. well as of like thursday anyways. what should I DOOOO?????? help me!!!! Meanwhile....guys who have pretty hair and make you think they like you, and who you really like. or at least you're fairly sure you do but you're way confused on that one right now, and who call you and say they'll message you but then never do. or at least dont in the next like 5 days SUCK AT LIFE. Kisses [Reply] 10 [Love Me] [Can't Forget Me] [Change Me]

GREEN DAY/MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE/JIMMY EAT WORLD *faints/dies* [Thursday, September 15th, 2005] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | Green day ] oh my god I'm excited beyone BELIEF on this one. It brought tears to my eyes to read about it, and its COMFIRMED WWWWWWHHHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ( You know you lust over the though of this rockin' linup too ) click on to http://premier.ticketek.com.au/shows/show.aspx?sh=GREENDAY05 and http://www.frontiertouring.com.au/pages.aspx?pubid=1&issid=1&artid=300&pgid=312&type=xPO&r=H for the info ya'll [Reply] 4 [Love Me] [Can't Forget Me] [Change Me]

I want COMMENTS biatches! [Saturday, August 27th, 2005] [ mood | awake ] [ music | The Used ] 1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you what song/movie/book/fictional character reminds me of you. 3. I'll pick a substance to wrestle with you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. Or at least me. 5. I'll tell you my favorite memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal or plant you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you. 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written. now EVERYONE REPLY kay? or I might have to hurt you Kisses PS Comming soon.... an actual update, featuring sex deviants and random make-out sessions <3 [Reply] 20 [Love Me] [Can't Forget Me] [Change Me]

After the fall!!!!!!!!!!!!!<33333333333 [Monday, July 18th, 2005] [ mood | happy ] [ music | After the Fall ] So, ATF were AWSOME. I'm sorry it's taken so long to update, but then nets been fucking up, and i've been sleeping and shit lol. So, I wore like a black tank and my long balck wool coat and a pink/black mini over jeans (yes, I looked hot :p) and my mary janes. Twas a highly cute outfit if I do say so myself, and I am. Sadly the pics I took of it turned out shit, but i shall post them anywas :p Meanwhile... we picked up Jilly at about 7, 7.30-ish and then went on into town to my sisters friends place, where we drank and wasted time. Then atn like 8.30 we left for the cambridge, most of us already smashed (and no, I was not)So we got in, and there were a bunch of people, and we were stabding around waiting for the opening act, who finally came on. They were very screamo, not what I was expecting at all. They were alright to me, but jill, pete, sarah and sarah's friends thought they were shit. So everyones just standing around doing NOTHING and it was so bloody boring, so me and jill wnet outside to wait for that band to be over, cos she REALLY didnt like them. And then me and sarah went down the front and were dancing and shit (getting many wierd looks lol) cos we were bored and no on was doing anything. The Kisschasy came on, and I was a happy camper, even though I couldnt see cos i was at the back again, they were good live, although they called us cunts, which pissed sarah off. Which is understandable. Hello I parted with my hard-earned cash to see you, the lest you could fucking do is not abuse me. It's not cool, really it's not. So then there was this gap, and saeah and firnd amused themselves by going up to guys and asking them where they got their shirts. Cos they didnt realise that soemthing with numbers was a band. So they're like "cool shirt where's you get it" and SWN guy (who was a semi-hottie with emo hair *droolz*) was like "um it's a band" and they're like "REALLY" and he's like "you dont come to these things much do you?" and then sarah was like "well no. My sister *dragges me forward* is the one that actually knows bands and stuff, we're just here for the hell of it" and hes like what CDs do you have and im like *tipsy* ummmm *for gods sake Bec dont say hanson or the spice girls, cos for some reason they were all I could think of like, but then im like AFI! THE USED! WHEEEEE! and he was like omg I love the used! and im like same! and he's like im going to ToC! and i'm like I ahte you bitch! and I think I may have hit him? It was good times.... Anyways then ATF came on, and I was happy, cos I was like kneeling on a stoll so I could actually see, and everyone ditched me to go up the back where it wasnt so loud (wusses) and jill left cps she felt like crap and didnt like the bands that much, but hey I was still good. and there was this creey girl near me in a red shirt who kept flashing her bra. Im sorry, but that I REALLY dont want to see. ever. I dont give a fuck who you are, PUT IT THE FUCK AWAY. Plus I dont think the band really wants to see that either. Oh and THEY called the audience mother fuckers, which didnt impress sarah lol. And then I saw SWN boy again and he was looking at me, and I *think* he may have been checking me out, which made me a happy camper, lol. So I was going to like smile at him or soemthing, but then the chick behind me spilt her drink on me. and on my 100% PURE WOOL HAND WASH ONLY COAT and he's like "sorry" and im like *nearly crying* sorry isn't good enought bitch, this is hand was only wool! and then I ot of my chair and me and sarah did the jump/headbang/dance thing. and then they played mirror mirror and it was so cool! so I shoved my way to the front(they joys of being small) and this big guy, like he was huge jumped on my foot and it HURT so I elbowed him, lol. and I got shoved around some more, so I hit a few more people. It was great. I love it when thewre's jumping and shoving and shit, so much fun. and then we went through the drive thro Maccas, and then we went home. The end! Kisses! PS sorry to whore out the friends pages lol [Reply] 17 [Love Me] [Can't Forget Me] [Change Me]

And my mum gave me milo to go and go and go [Tuesday, April 19th, 2005] [ mood | random ] [ music | The Killers ] So, I stole this to. Power to me. Anyways, all you have to do is make a random comment, and then i'll reply. Possible with something random. But its something about YOU. that I reply with that is. Get it? no? Im not sure if I do either actually... ( No, I'M Miss Brightside... ) [Reply] 11 [Love Me] [Can't Forget Me] [Change Me]

GC Baby. JUMP!!! [Sunday, February 13th, 2005] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | The Anthem (GC) ]  OMG GC was soooo good! totally rockied my sockies. But befoe i say anything else... WHERE THE FUCK WAS CHRIS!!!! WE WANT CHRIS!!!! Anyways, After spending WAY too long on the stupid train and then a bus, we got there at about 1.30-3 ish, and I rang Neety, and Tamara came and got us and we were like right at the start of the line.. like in the first 10, it was so great. Thank you guys so much for saving us a spot! Clicky the cut for the rest, so this doesnt totally whore out everyones friend pages :p ( I Just Wanna Liiiiiiiivveeeeeee ) [Reply] 17 [Love Me] [Can't Forget Me] [Change Me]

Pink is GOD! [Monday, January 10th, 2005] [ mood | busy ] [ music | I Like (Katy Rose) ] *edited 25/10/05* well actually don't join. cos the place is dead yo, so I don't know why the fuck i was still promoting, considering i left. [Reply] 5 [Love Me] [Can't Forget Me] [Change Me]

[Saturday, August 28th, 2004] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated ] mmm i saw this on someone else's journal and thought it would be intresting...post away my dears.   Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say. And no tracking of IPs. [Reply] 4 [Love Me] [Can't Forget Me] [Change Me]

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